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FRANCIS ITTYCORA

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  Some books can make us to doubt about the reality and myth, sometimes we don't believe even if it is a myth. Francis ittykora is such a novel which made me to doubt about the existence of such rituals and people.francis ittykora is a mystery, thriller and historical novel by T.D Ramakrishnan which holds some unpredictable twists and plots. This novel connects the incidence and history creatively with people and cultures during the last 500 years.  The Novel begins with an American man who joined US army, during the war he raped a little girl, brutally so he was kept in a mental asylum for 1 year. As a result of the treatment he lost his sexuality, to regain it he had several nonsense ,at last he finds a website of   a "orgasm selling market" known as "The school". The Xavier ittycora is a descendant of a great merchant Francis ittykora,  who had 18 wives and 79 children those who belongs  to his family is called "18 aam koottukar", 18 families which ...

BEYOND THE EROTICISM:A DEEP DIVE INTO THE "CAT AND MOUSE DUET "

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  "In this era, many teenagers fall for dark romance books because of their erotic literature. However, I was drawn to it only because of its representation of dark world content that is often unspoken in the contemporary world. We live in an era where holding a book in hand publicly is considered a showoff. I had watched many reels and posts praising 'Haunting Adeline' and 'Hunting Adeline' for their erotic literature. But this 'Cat and Mouse' duet holds something very serious that isn't explicitly stated yet. Zade Meadows was introduced to me by a reel that randomly appeared on my Instagram feed. Later, some reels introduced the book 'Haunting Adeline', and some dark romance triggered my desire to read them. Now, I've cried after completing 'Hunting Adeline'. The post-book blues had stolen my tears. Two books, two different lives, but the same people. My parents were sure about the thickness of 'Hunting Adeline', probably b...

THE COURAGE TO READ ,THE STRENGTH TO RISE

I'm certain that I never smiled over an Instagram post of a celebrity or any other activist, but last night, my mother's Instagram feed's first post was by Malala Yousafzai. Later, my gaze ended up on her other Instagram posts, and I smiled over many of them. I think she inspired me a lot to raise my voice against the patriarchy existing in my family. The book "I Am Malala" brought some changes in me; it was the first memoir I had read in my life, and it paved the way for my reading habit. " The terrorists thought they would change my aims and stop my ambitions. But nothing changed in my life except this: weakness, fear, and hopelessness died. Strength, power, and courage were born."--- Malala Yousafzai. My primary school is the reason behind my whole academic performance. It was the place that gave birth to the bookworm in me.I never used  my academic library until I was 11, during my 6th standard. I would often visit the library with my friend just for...

DRAUPADI BY MAHASWETA DEVI SUMMARY

 The most Powerful weapon of a woman is her own body, with it she can make any one fear" The story draupadi by Mahasweta devi reflects the frustrated life of tribal people, who killed the landlord for torturing them. The brutality of Police officers during her Police custody, reaches its Peak while she describes about her bleeding Vagina, Ass and her torn nipple. The story begans with the description about draupadi The story revolves around a santhal tribal woman, Draupadi who can be considered as raging  forest fire against oppression. Even she is not allowed to use her name as "Draupadi" and it was named as "Dopedi" this reflects the cast and religious discrimination existed and still existing in the northern Parts of India. The backstory of her arrest has a major role in describing about the ruthless violence of authorities. She is often compared to the "Draupadi" in Mahabharata, who was Subjected to Polyandry and humiliation. Dopdi fought against ...

EMBRACING THE DARK: HOW HORROR MOVIES TRANSFORMS US

 Do you think horror movies can influence one's whole mentality? As a kid I used to watch Hollywood movies rather than any other film industries. The root cause of it was my father and his obsession towards Hollywood movies, so my childhood onwards my eyes and my heart was always stucked in action, crime, thriller and horror movies. It made my mind much brave enough to face everything around me with a realization that death is the ultimate thing, there is nothing to be worried in this earth If we are brave enough to face death.I always prefer and love to watch horror movies even if I'm alone or not,because I'm a die hard fan of conjuring universe.  It doesn't matters to me about that. Sometimes I think may be the reason behind my furious attitude is the influence of such movies .But I'm sure that the movie "IT -chapter-1" made me more close and obsessed about my sister. The missing of George and the suffering of bill made me realise that my life without my...

HAUNTING ADELINE

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 Apart from the dark romance in "Haunting Adeline," the book has a thought-provoking story. While many criticize it for its dark theme, I praise it for its literary elements. I love how the author describes the characters' inner feelings and Zade's appearance. If you think reading this book is insane, that's the biggest misconception ever. "Haunting Adeline" explores the unknown, darker side of the world, making us realize that gentlemen by day can be predators by night. Zade is not just a psycho stalker; he's a fearlessly authentic man destined to execute pedophiles. This book delves into human trafficking and strange rituals happening worldwide. To those who think "Haunting Adeline" is just about dark romance, I say, "Never judge a book by its cover." Don't judge a book based on random reviews either. Note: "Haunting Adeline" is not for casual readers; it's for bookworms.

The unseen consequences of cyberworld

I believe everyone has faced cyberbullying at least once in their life. I was in 8th grade when I started using social media. From that day on, I thought I had explored every nook and corner of the online world, but I soon realized there were deeper, darker aspects I wasn't aware of. Cyberbullying has been the worst experience of my life. A few months ago, a man tried to blackmail me using screenshots of my chats with others. He hacked into my account, changed my email, and replaced it with his phone number. His intention wasn't to extort money, but to disturb and torture me. He knew I wouldn't tell my parents because they had restricted my social media use. I decided to file a complaint with the cybercell, but I needed evidence. However, he deleted all messages within seconds of sending them, and the large screen recording files were difficult to send. I felt helpless, knowing who he was and what his intentions were. Finally, I decided to confront him. I told him to do his...

A Drop of Appreciation , An Ocean of impacts

"A teacher affects eternity, he can never tell where his influence stops" - Henry adams It's true that simple appreciation can change someone's life. Through my life, I've experienced it in the best way possible. To be frank, I wasn't a diligent student who studied daily and prepared for exams. During my higher secondary days, I often spent lectures sleeping; I think it's the most peaceful time to sleep. Unexpectedly, one day changed everything. It was in the last days of October 2023. My English teacher suddenly asked us to submit our homework during her lecture. I was unaware that she had assigned homework, and I didn't have my English notes. I was confused about what to write. I started writing about my family trip to Bangalore and the man I met at Yeshwanthpur Railway Station. My handwriting is always messy and unclear when I write quickly. I had enough time to write a one-and-a-half-page blog about it. Until she reached me, I was worried and confu...

TO EVERY READERS

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   I'm sure if you get a chance to write letter to your favourite book it will be like this. The post book blues,most regretting situation for every readers Dear Books, The days I lived without you were not worth living. You are more than just a book to me; if I were to be reborn, I would want to live in a world where you exist. I have lived in your world, and even if your last page were to turn yellow with age, I pray that I will always cherish the memories of you. You are more than just a novel to me, and even if I were to forget the other characters, the feelings you evoked in me will remain with me. The moment I closed you after finishing my read feels empty and void. It's an unexplainable moment – a phase where various emotions pass through our minds. Firstly, it's satisfaction – knowing that I have come to a conclusion. Secondly, melancholy; I can never read you again with the same curiosity, excitement, and innocence that I experienced when I read you for the fir...

The care free soul

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 It was a rainy day with the sweet scent of soil. I walked towards busstop with  usual laziness. People were spilled out of the bus stop, Its raining hard with all chaos of rush hours of morning , vehicles ran faster than the other day. When the first bus arrived, I thought next bus will be rush less than this. But the next bus was rush than the first one, I waited there upto 9.30 , I'm sure that I will be late , but even now I didn't get into the bus. The rhythmic flow of rainwater through the umbrella. The rain splashed water on my uniform. After a while a bus arrived . The rain had taken a break , I just get into the bus . Wet roads, leaves with water drop let . Thats when I saw her- an old lady, The thing which drew my attention was the old lady who is standing still in the rain ,sliding hands through her wet clothes ,smiling like a teenager who has seen , who is enjoying rain for the first time . The old lady's smile radiated joy, captivating me that day , My mi...

SAFE HAVEN: NICHOLAS SPARKS

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"There is nothing you can tell me that will change how I feel about you. Nothing, because that isn't you. It's never been you.  You are the woman I have come to know. The woman I love."           I saw a man who loved her heart more than her appearance, who respects her, who accepts all her past, who is truly fictional. But he is something more than that. I had never wrote about a book without completing it, But it's first time to write like this. "Safe Haven" by Nicolas Sparks is delving through the life of Kathie, who eloped from her toxic husband and named herselfKathyie. Her name was Erin. Alex and Kathie fall for each other. Alex was widowed the man, with 2 little children . I choose this book very randomly from my Senior. It's only because this book belongs to nicholas sparks The "love" can be felt towards friends, family, or any other one, but this intensity makes our present. Alex is the man behind the empowerment of Kathie. While K...

For The First Time And Forever

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 It was not just a students union,its a team of influential people. KSU ZGC is a group of people which shows the true friendship and the values of human bonds , its a team of high valued people who works for a college even without thinking about personal life. Just within a day they taught me to enjoy and to approach everything around us in a positive way, without any boundaries of seniors or juniors   Apart from this ,for me ,it was not just a trip it was the day which I waited for the past 14 years ,it was first time in my life to set out a trip without my parents. To be frank ,I never had these kind of happiness in my life .The whole day of Happiness . The first and best trip , which I enjoyed with my seniors and batchmates.   I'm sure that this day will remain as the best memories of my life.These bond will never break until the ZGC and KSU remains alive.I had heard the name of most of them for the past 4 years. But the image about them in my heart had cha...

Requirement of self love

Friendship,love,betrayal,we all had gone through these phase for atleast once in our life.It seems to strange to me when a book became reflection of my life. there is a aditi in everyone's life . the protagonist aditi stands as horegallu for everyone around her they left  their burden on aditi.  while starting to read the book  "ettavum priyapetta ennodu" I never thought it will become reflection of my life. aditi reminds us that life is not all about earning lot of money or fame ,but its all about gaining true friendships ,love and parental care.according to me i had find true friendship during my higher secondary time .I gained much more insults from my parents than appreciation.My parents had tried to understand my situation most of the time ,but they never tried to do it  when i really need it.I never gave a chance to any one to cheat me . same as aditi me too had a fictional boyfriend Aditi works as  a pain killer for her friends. In my life I was a chill p...

When Breath Becomes Air :Paul Kalanithi

" Rattling heartbreaking and ultimately beautiful , the too young DR. Kalanithi's memoir is the proof that the dying are the one who have the the most to teach us about the life ."                                                                                     -Atul Gawande. The book 'when breath becomes air ' reminds us that   death is waiting us without any mercy it take us without any consideration . this memoir mostly discuss about the mental state of a neurologist . the protagonist Paul Kalanithi approaches the time between life and the death .  The way which he shows us the intensity of death is far away from the others . He wrote this memoir while struggling with  IV metastatic lung cancer  Paul Kalanithi had great intrest in literature , he exp...

From dreaming Breakfast To Earning Through Breakfast

 I still remember the day which I heard about the name P.C MUSTHAFA  for the first time in my life, while discussing about charity works during my +2 year.  A man who made us realize that life without ethics is worthless ,The success meets along with the ethics , the founder of ID Fresh foods, P.C Musthafa, is listed  by Forbes of India as  " tycoons of tomorrow ". His words are truly inspiring . He starts his speech at Harvard Kennedy School with his childhood memories .On that occasion he says that breakfast  was a luxurious dream to him . from dreaming breakfast to  become  the CEO of a company which has net worth of 2000 crores was  his path of life .   Idli and dosa batter:  A primary product of ID Fresh Food, this batter is made in a kitchen and is preservative free.   Through out  the speech he proves that his   success is the evidence of determination. he tells us 3 stories which connects the success of h...

DEATH OF EXPECTATIONS

 Sometimes we create our own heartbreak through expectation . It gives us a sense of achievement and purpose in life when you fulfill it. Expectation can be defined as a strong belief that something will happpen or be the case . Expectation can  either give us a positive or negative result. Our belief makes us strong . If we are meant to be sucess , we have to create expectation ,but has a darkside .  Expection makes us more conciouss about about our desire. Even if it is necessary or not. Heart break occurs mostly due to our expectation.  The Emotional stress provided by expectation kills us  like slow poisoning . Therefore we can say expectation as a slow poisoning . However ,Expectation reminds us  about our current situation . Sometimes unwanted expectation leds to success  . But  life  without expectation is mostly like bullet leee gun. But it is peacefull than a life with Disappointment ,mental stress and self criticism

Trauma Bond

 Can we fall in love with a person who haunts us? Is there any need of selling yourself to others?  Can you transform a trauma bond into a genuine love? Trauma bond is a situation which you fall in love with a person who abductor or perpetrator.   Nowadays love is all about physical relationship.Not at all ,but most of the people thinks the same way . A Relationship without Emotional bond can't  be considered as love ,its lust .  What happens when it reaches its extreme level. Trauma bond is all about physical relationship ,sexuality and irresistible chemistry. When you are in trauma bond slowly you will start to change your character according  to the taste of your partner. The person in trauma bond will lose friendship or other communication due to the relationship. When a person is in a trauma bond it breaks down their sense of self and confidence. When you get addicted to your partner so much it make you anti social . Your fear of losing that perso...

The most valuable Emotion of Life

 Romantic love is perhaps the most celebrated and analysed form of love in literature. Most commonly ,love refers to a feeling of strong attachment . When we go through English literature ,we can see different kinds of love expressed in different ways. The Greatest writer william shakespeare describes loves as a sweet gift of Nature that reflects the union of two true hearts in one spirit . Classic works like Romeo $juliet depicts the reflection of true love.    Is there any full form for love? The answer is no. When we try to explain about love ,I'm sure it will be a herculean task .  The greatest poets of the world had tried to  find a new definition for love, but the truth is their ideas are same , they are expressing it in different way.  The words which E.E cummings used to express his love is far different from the other authors. He says that "Love is more thicker than forget" .   In my opinion love is not all about being together for long t...

The Real Super Heroes

  We all will think about spider man ,super man,captain America ,Batman or any other characters ,when we  suddenly  hear the word "SUPER HEROES" who is dressed in specially designed suits. But there is so many unknown super heroes arround us , who is dressed in uniform ,many others in casuals or in just with a raincoat . The Real Super heroes who sacrifies their life to rescue others from the disaster ,When all others express their sympathy to victims through social media instead of seeking new ways to make them safe or to provide basic facilities . These super heroes gives them a new life . They takes them out the landslide by diving into it without looking for anything .  We all will sleep the next night after posting some fake condolances without any changes than the last night.  But these heroes had let their sleep and appetite step away from them . The people who left their beloved at home to rescue others ,The heroes who sacrificed their life and happiness...

The power of heart breaks

Wait for the day which you will become permanent in someone's life. Then that day will be the most beautiful day. Just give up on what ever you  lost. May be better person is waiting for you. Day by day we will meet lots of temporary peoples , they teaches you that ,you are too silly now, and you need to be more strong. they teaches it indirectly .  Some of them gives some beautiful memories . We think it is the best memories in our life but something greater than it is waiting for us. Until it we learn lots of lessons . It makes a mentally and physically strong human who is going to make better life than the past. The heart break  is not the end of our life .it is a turning point. Which makes us a better person. These experiences is a bonus point for us. Which helps to get better space in society.  Remeber one thing never quit.  The world around us too cruel. But the only thing we can do is to love . We can love any one its a natural law. But when we love the R...