UPSWING

"Change the way you look at things and the things you look at changes "

                                                                                  _____Wayne W.Dayer     

Have you ever thought what is more peaceful than being alone ? 2 years back I'm a girl who hates to stay alone because i loved to stay engaged in my family atmosphere . But all changed after my higher secondary days   .           

      My life during higher secondary days was a chance to realize what I am and what i want more . I spent my  2 years  in a school which  no.1 in kerala for its academis excellence . But those years was a period of changes . I earned a lot of insults and ignorance , sometimes abusive words too. 

  Then i always stepped out from the crowds , Even started stop talking .

    More than that i was a little girl who cried even for silly things . I remember me as  a girl who  cried  out of conference hall. The reason is one of her batchmates made fun about her voice . But the mom saw me crying for it. She adviced me "If you start crying for these silly things, you will never find a reason to smile . You will become a looser .  Stop talking because of your childish voice makes you more hurt". 

 

This is how time changes a girl to a stronger woman. But for it other's  have major role , their insults contributes a lot. 

Then i started to depend  books . It showed me it's more peaceful to live in our own world than the real one.